Hurting Heart

So I’ve been a bad blogger and haven’t been updating my site as much as I should be, and I know there is no excuse. But I do have a reason. Between schoolwork, actual work, friends needing my help with things, and trying to find time to write and do artwork, I completely ignored the notifications on my calendar. Balancing time between things is not one of my strong suits, and I am working on it.

On to what I really wanted to talk about. Now, I have just started another design class and I am enjoying myself with this one. Pictures and perspectives, and learning how to work all of that together in really interesting to me, and fun for me to play with! However, when there is something good that happens in life, there seems to always be something that isn’t as fun that goes right along side it.

Along with everything else in my life that is rough right now, and will be for a while, I recently learned that one of my stress relieving things that I have come to rely on for survival is no longer going to be an option for me. I am loosing my lease to the horse I have been riding, not because anything is wrong with him, but because his person is moving. I didn’t realize how much I had come to love his drama queen personality till I learned I wouldn’t be working with him for the long term.

Now, this is sad, but there are things that I can learn from this and share with anyone who takes the time to read this blog. Yeah, I am really going to miss him, and the influence that he has had on all aspects of my life. He is super fun, and that is going to be something sad to not have anymore, but knowing what I do now, I would still have leased him and bonded with him even knowing that I would have to let him go.

Like my poster on my wall says, dance like nobody’s watching, sing like nobody’s listening, and love like you’ve never been hurt. There is no reason to not do that, be it with people, or animals, or even a book that you pick up off the shelf.

Another thing I’ve learned is that everyone, even animals, who you let into your life leave their fingerprints on you, and it’s not a bad thing. It’s worth it.

So yeah, I hope that your week and month go well! My art and writing pages are going to be having an update here pretty soon so stay tuned for that!



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